Amelia's Birthday
Today would have been her 25th birthday. It's so strange to me because on one hand it doesn't seem like any of this is real, and it never really happened. But on the other hand, it also hurts so bad sometimes I just want to roll over and cry. December has been a strange month all together. Between her birthday, Christmas, and my birthday, it just hasn't felt quite right. On top of that, I went and saw The Hobbit last night. Why does that matter you ask? Amelia loved Lord of the Rings, and she pretty much brainwashed me into it as well. We would always talk about movies when we were together, and inevitably The Hobbit would get brought up. She was really looking forward to it. This may sound strange, but many months ago, I was thinking about Amelia and all the things that were going to happen eventually, and it dawned on me that there was a very real chance that she wasn't going to get to see The Hobbit. I instantly b...